It's actually a song's title.. Im chatting with this person nw. I know so much bout him yet we r like strangers... Depressing.. When will i ever get out of this shit? Sometimes, i cant tk it.. I duno wat to do to myself to mk myself better.. I tried to work.. Till im exhausted.. Till i cant absorb anymore.. Till i created prob for my mgrs.. I wan to do my best.. I really dun wish my personal stuff to affect my work.. I wanna b professional.. But sometimes it's hard... Things dun go the way we want.. Im feeling the stress there.. I wish tt someone could lend me a shoulder..

He's happy im moving on.. I thot he still miss me.. Im wrong.. He juz needed to tell me smth.. Nw tt i know wat he wanna say, he is bk to his norm... Im naive.. Very very naive.. How i wish there's a potion tt would erase him fr my memory lane.. Thou it's gd memories, i rather dun wan it at all.. He's really mking things difficult 4 mi.. I really feel like leaving sg.. I really wan to go study smwhr where it's a total new place so there wont b any memories of him.. But i need the money.. If i could tk a loan, i would tk.. I juz wan to leave.. Who can help me? Seriously.. I nd a long brk far away fr him.. It's only then i would give up hopes...

I thot it will b a gd wk ahead.. Juz when im starting to feel better, i saw him.. I heard his news.. It wont b a gd week anymore..