It has been a very long time since I had so much fun! Met up with Mas, Weiling and Nad for my belated birthday celebration. But I guess it's more like celebration for Mas and Weiling as well... Haha.. Cuz they only get to receive their presents ytd...

Anywayz, we went to The Mind Cafe at Boat Quay.. They have quite alot of games... I guess we really like the words and brainless category of games... ;P Cuz that's where we'll laugh, make lotsa noise and really enjoy ourselves... It seems that we are the table that has the loudest laughter.. The other tables seems to be playing more solemn games.. We did tried something that requires more brain power like "Cluedo" but after 2 rounds, we got quite sleepy... Haha.. Anyway, I think it's really a great plc to hang out with frens, the more the merrier.. Time flies when u're at the games.. And we spent like 3 hrs, with 7 glasses of drink, 4 snacks plus the gst and svc chrg, it cost abt $20 per person. I tink it's worth it!

Overall, thou ytd was a really tough day for mi to handle, I really enjoyed myself for that 3 hrs.. Also, it's been so long since we had such a gathering! We're planning for our next meetup!! Yeah!!!!

Oh yes, i mean bitch, the real bitch! She's in this work place which I thought wasn't too bad a place to work as a temp. Thou it's just smth small but I hate the words that came out of her mouth!

For goodness sake, I'm only here on & off, adhoc basis.. I'm not exactly a temp nor a part-timer! Why in the hell would I know who and who belongs to the company? F**K!! Tt's what I wanna say to u! And let me tell you, if that ang moh isn't a foreigner, then what is he???!!! Or do you not understand what is a foreigner? Well, if that's the case, you're so damn pathetic! Go to www.dictionary.com and you'll know what it means! Gosh!! I wanna leave man! Can't stand the sight of her! Freaking old bitch!!

Here's what the old bitch said:
Me: Hi, there's someone outside looking for you.
O' Bitch: Me? Who?
Me: (Looking at the ang moh who's wearing pink shirt!)
Me: I'm not too sure but he's a foreigner.
O' Bitch: FOREIGNER?!?! Huh? Who?
Me: (thinking why she must think so much if she could just come out and take a look!!)
O' Bitch: Ohhhhh!!!! It's Mike.... He's from *company name*, when did he become foreigner???!!
Me: (Ok, fine, watever!! You think I know he's from the company? Mind you, he din write the company's name on his forehead!!)

After a few seconds, O' Bitch came out..

O' Bitch: Hey Mike!! Hey! When did you become a foreigner? Haha.. I thought you are from Volex?!
Me: (Bloody bitch! Is there a need for you to say it damn loud in front of me and tt ang moh?!)

I was damn pissed cuz she was still saying the last sentence out loud while bringing ang moh into the office and i believe everyone heard! I tell you, if ever 1 day, i am the recep again, and someone comes looking for you, I'll just tell you, "Can't you just lift your bloody fat leg from the chair and walk not more than 20 steps to take a look?"

U spoilt my day, I'm sure someone else will spoil yours!!! (>-<)

"Humans are the only animal that will conceal their feelings.."

Isn't it true? I think so. Think about it, how many time did you hid ur feelings in front of someone? Be it love, hate, anger, sadness, happiness, etc.. I guess everyone of us does that. Probably it's good that we can do so cuz it won't affect the other party. But it might not always do us good. So, if we don't conceal our true feeling, can we really show it out? I believe the answer is a big "NO". Cuz being a human being, we have to put ourselves into others' shoes. We have to consider their feelings. That's life being a person. If there's another choice, I'll ask God to make me an animal. Any animal will do. Even if the lifespan is only 1 day of a human being.

Other than concealing our true feelings, I realise that relationship/feelings between people fades, just like colours fade. We can never find the same old feelings we had for one another after awhile. Unless someone new comes along. Isn't it pathetic? Probably that's why I do not wish to live too long. I'd rather have a short life and enjoy the relationship between others and myself, than to see it slowly fades away...

Reason why I had so much thots today was simply becuz of (T). I duno if I had done the right thing by telling T the right things to do in T's life. I've always wanted T to share my thoughts but apparently, when I'm thinking right but do not want things to be the right way, T seems to always agree with me. I feel that I've taught T abit too much. And one day, after learning so much, T would realise that it's time to move on, to a higher level, to a better teacher. But I really couldn't control myself by not telling T the right things to do. I'm a contradicting person, I know. But I do not wish to let T continue doing what T is doing and just stay there watching. I even taught T how to handle me. I feel so stupid now... Cuz T is starting to practise what I've taught. It's really helping T to feel happier but now, I'm not. So I started concealing my feelings. I started to hid and try to ignore my own feelings. And slowly, I felt that everything is fading away. But I can't take back all those words I've said to T. It's just too late and too bad. The harder I tried to make things back to the way they used to be, the worst it is. Happiness doesn't live long anymore. It comes for a while, but it goes off for a long time. Underlying problems that we've buried for a while will eventually come out. Unless there's a solution, but it's really sad to say, so far, there's no solution.

I should go and have my instant noodles now and conceal my feelings for awhile..