Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

Tink i'll really grow bugs soon.... And i'll die!!!

Took it from Jia's blog.. How true..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Happily eating lunch alone today.. Ate chicken rice.. Nice!! Some updates!!

Went JB last last sat.. Fun! My 1st time in JB with frens... Went to City Square and shop but bought nothing.. Cuz im broke already.. Juz went to see how it actually look like. But it's juz like any other shopping centre in Singapore.. Not much difference.. After shopping, we headed to weiling's fren's house.. Sat for a while then went off to eat dinner.. Dinner was cheap and not too bad.. But quite a funny little quarrel was triggered while having dinner.. This colleague of weiling and another one was shouting at the top of their voice to each other.. N the poor melvin guy(weiling colleague) has to be stuck in between them could not do anything to stop them.. Looking at his face, it makes me laugh.. Even tinking bout it nw, it still makes me laugh.. Haha.. He's cute la.. Haha.. And we went back soon after dinner.. Took some photos but lazy to post. Hehe.. They are having another puting soon to "Eskibar"(duno if this is the spelling).. Might be going cuz weiling want mi to go... But i wanna go see see oso la.. Sounds cool cuz everything there is made of ice.. N u gotta wear thick thick winter clothes when u r in there.. Cool rite? Shall tk pics and post them up soon!!

Last wkend was boring for mi.. Stayed home all day on sat.. Went orchard for a short while on sunday and met weiling at tamp afterwhich... But a bad day for weiling as she lost her hp, yet again.. Dun believe anyone would wan her super super spoilt phone... Haiz... Juz some cheapskate bloody idiot!!

Ok.. will update soon!! Hehe..

He got none of that. He's going in yet he still dare not face me. He's just outside yet he dun even bother to meet me for a sec. He said he is late. 1 min isn't going to change anything.. I know it clearly it's an excuse.. He dare not face mi.. Y shld i cry for him? Im controlling hard.. It doesn't work.. Im so useless..

Wat about myself?? I guess im very different. Very different from everyone ard me. I duno if i can ever make people understand me anymore. I have very different thinking of many things nowadays.. I could see that no one understands, truly.. But I know I weren't who I am if not for the things that happen..

I no longer trust anyone, esp guys.. I dun trust love too.. Friendship, maybe.. Family, maybe.. Colleagues, definitely no.. So im left w myself.. I dun even trust myself.. I know im weak.. Very.. I've forgotten how to be strong.. Or rather I had enuff of being strong, act strong, pretend im ok.. Sometimes, things just go out of hand and I really had no will of living on.. I know life is beautiful, I know there's is something more to life other than love.. But i guess it's easy for ppl to say tt.. I dun deny the fact tt i am totally affected and depressed over what happened 2 months ago and i seriously duno when will i ever stand up.. I did all i could but nothing helps.. I dun mean to curse any couple out there, but when i look at u guys, i tink of the past.. I cant stand the sight of it cuz my heart is aching.. Imagine how many couples r out there everyday? And thou i tried to look away, i can nv escape from it.. So imagine the heart ache i will get everyday.. And frens ard me talk about their bf, things the bf do, everything about the bf.. Who will tink of how i feel? I dun say it, doesn't mean it's not affecting me.. And cuz they r my frens, i will listen to wat they say..

I know i am very emotional now.. It's the PMS.. I know.. But i seriously feel like juz giving up.. It's 2 much for anyone to understand y i wanna give up... Or mayb one day, someone will juz understand..