That's what comes out from someone who is self-centered. And obviously, that's me. I admit that I love to say these sentences but tell me, who doesn't have a part of them to themselves? It's just a matter of how much. Probably mine is too extreme till people can't understand. Oh well, I dun need anyone to understand who I really am cuz it doesn't matter @ all.
And it is this "quality" of mine that's making people ard me having misunderstandings. People can't believe why I had to do things to hurt them while I had nv have the intentions. I dun like to treat people whom are close to me with a mask. I dun like to use tactic to handle them. I want to be myself in front of them. But I realise, this is wrong. If you want to have people ard you to "love" you, you have to fake it out. You need to use different methods to handle them. If only life is like 'Sociology', I'll definitely choose the 'Unstructured Interview' method.
Sometimes, I might be so frank that people hate me for that. But I still choose to be straight-forward cuz I don't want to change juz becuz of one's perception. I'm really really stubborn! I know tt's a fact that cannot be denied. Therefore, I must bear the consequences that people will nv "love" me, instead, they'll start to "hate" me cuz I hurt them . But well, it's ok, nvm, I'll tk it in stride! ~~~ Too much had happened recently, prob tt's why I spent lotsa time reflecting. I realise all living things will nv be perfect. And I'm so far away from even being good. So there's only this much I can give. No matter to family, friends, bf, colleagues, acquaintance or strangers. If the 'I' and 'Me' cannot be identified as one, what else can I do? Cuz there will always be a 'I' and 'Me'. There's no way I can be perfect. There's no way I can live a "sin-less" life. There's no way I can mk everyone "love" me.
Couldn't get to slp nor have the mood to study! Damn useless me.. Wasted 1 whole day slacking and din study much... Feel so lazy and remorseful... Haiz....... Anyway, it's been super long since I came online at night... Usually it's in the morn.. Haha.. No wonder my fren said she hasn't seen me online for a long long time...
Well, took lotsa self-test @ Tickle . Probably feeling kinda unsure or maybe it's just boredom... Here's some of the result:
Which relationship is right or you? eve, the thing you need most in a relationship is Quiet Stability
In your ideal world, you would like a relationship structure that is fairly well set — one that doesn't change too often. Although relying on this routine may make it more difficult for you to cope with the inevitable fluctuations within any relationship, you're willing to risk that so you can have a strong sense of stability, security, and privacy with your partner. Because you and your partner would ideally have your patterns set, you'd likely encounter little conflict, and would enjoy the freedom to do your own thing. You desire a comfortable balance of routine and independence, and as long as neither partner's needs are being ignored, neither of you would need a demanding level of intimacy.
Have you found Mr Right? eve, you've found Mr. Right because You Laugh Together
While you've got a great head on your shoulders, you like to lead the way with your heart. And that's what's telling you that this relationship is "the one." It's simple — you know how to make each other laugh. And you both know how to use humor to diffuse heated arguments and tense situations.You have great confidence and admiration for your guy, even if he's sometimes a little silly. It doesn't matter if your mother-in-law shares your sense of humor or not. You know that she'll learn to love you because the goofy guy you both adore does. That's no joke.
What's you Relationship Destiny? eve, your relationship destiny is toFind a Fairy Tale Ending
Cinderella, Snow White — those ladies knew what they were doing. And like these fairy tale heroines, you're a princess at heart who believes that love really does make the world go round. Of course, you're not waiting to be swept off on someone's white horse — you're a modern gal who's not afraid to do a little rescuing yourself.Independent and confident, you're not about to rely on fate to give you what you want. You've got the drive and spirit to pursue your dreams and find your own destiny. And you're sure to bump into Prince Charming along the way. That's a happy ending!
