It's a long long wkend!! Guess everyone did enjoy it.. Mi 2!! Went for a short flim movie at Clarke Quay on Sat afternoon.. Not bad!! Thou dun quite understand wat the flims are about but i quite like it! The flim makers are quite young and handsome!! Hehe... Will be going nx mth for another theme of the short flim. Can't wait!! Then after the show, sk and me when to clarke quay for dinner.. Rather expensive dinner but it was good la.. $60+ for 2 person... And we had steak!! Long time since i had tt.. One special thing is tt, we gotta cook the steak on the hot plate itself.. Quite interesting! And we chatted over dinner about life and r/s.. It's nice to hang out with sk once in a while.. Quite inspirating!! Haha.. And after dinner, went to meet up with weiling and her colleagues and went to Madam Wong.. Friendly colleagues she has... Envy her.. And there's one guy in her grp of fren which kinda interest me!! Hehe.. He's the honest kinda guy whom u would nv tink he will ever go onto the dance floor!! Haha.. But he is like Alex, the honest guy who is very game for everything!! Did not chat much w him thou, but 1st impression nt tt bad!! Hehe... I juz have a thing for honest and shy guys.. Haha... Hope the nx outing they hav, i can go.. And hope he will b going!! Haha.. Had a fun sat nite.. Went to 2 different club.. One was Madam Wong, the other Rush.. Both nt tt bad la.. MW is bigger thou, and the crowd tends to much more mature than Rush.. Shall return to Mohd Sultan soon!! Haha... And sun, went for lunch with my family at Sushi Tei.. Not tt bad.. Did some shopping afterwhich.. Was actually too tired to walk but they pull mi along.. So no choice.. But luckily did nt go home late, still got time to catch some slp.. And has been slping and watching tv since yesterday till now.. Later meeting weiling to chill at starbucks agn!! haha... So happy.. I like to chill out w frens at starbucks, esp at night.. So can only online for a while... Gotta go prepare soon.. Came online for only 1 purpose, to print the Starbucks coupon.. Haha... It's a 1-for-1 coupon.. u guys could go to starbucks website to chk it out! Value for money!! Alright, gtg, have a gd wk ahead!! Hope i can survive this 2 wks at work!! :)
I wish i wasn't tt KPO.. If im nt KPO, i wont see tt testimonial.. If i dun see it, i won't feel tt hurt.. But get hurt nw is still better than later.. Haiz.. Im definitely nt over it.. Cant get over it neither.. I juz dun understand why.. Mayb he shld go start a new r/s.. But will it last? I duno.. Cuz a younger gal might b more suitable.. Somemore she's a clubber, she mks a nice gf and she is huggable.. Hw do u know she is huggable unless u've hug her b4.. He's jerk to the extreme... I shld really really really forget him.. If there's a potion to forget him, i will buy it at all cost.. Im really affected...
Stay over at rong's hse with jun agn.. Haha.. Were slacking ard till 1am then we started our mahjong.. Went for steamboat dinner at Marina South b4 going bk to rong's hse.. Rong's bf was there.. He refuse to go home cuz he wanted to play mahjong!! Haiz.. No choice la.. But cuz we start late, so he did nt join us.. Haha.. Then played till 4+ den went to slp.. Woke up at 9+, as usual, has Mac breakfast.. Then mahjong agn!! We r like mahjong freaks.. But i guess it's really fun.. Time will juz pass by very fast while playing.. But how i wish i got more mahjong "kakis"..
Seems like i dun hav a group of frens.. All my frens r like scattered ard.. Always either 1-1 or 1-2... Whr can i find frens which will go hav fun in big grp?? I would like to hav tt once in a while.. Haiz.. Need to widen my social circle, but duno how lehz.. Im so so introvert, so damn difficult to try and be an extrovert!!
Oh well, bk to the topic exhauseted.. Im feeling so damn tired nw... Nt enuff slp, nt enuff water and nt enuff love.. Haha.. Haven been slping too well for the past 1 mth or so.. Been chilling out everyday, if nt is stay in for OT.. Nt tt i dun wanna go home but tt few hrs is sometimes hard to pass.. I rather stay outside.. But i got so many things to do at home.. I need to tidy up my rm, need to transfer my stuff to a new cupboard, need to watch all the video tapes, need to watch the vcds, etc.. So many things to do, yet all i do is juz lie on my bed all day long and rot away.. Only 1 word to describe, LAZY!! I am super duper lazy.. Everyone knows tt... I shld really try nt to b so lazy, but i am juz 2 lazy to try.. Haha.. Contradicting...
Sometimes, i still miss him.. I wonder if he will.. But i am giving up already.. The future looks so bleak.. N i start to tink in a rational way.. He's really nt worth me waiting and even if i cld wait till he comes bk, it doesn't mean forever.. I know he will leave agn, one day.. I duno why this relationship is so weird but that's the truth.. Jay zhou got one song, An Jing, I like the last sentence which is "Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni, Shi yin wei wo tai ai ni"... I nv knew wat the meaning is only until recently.. I was listening while on my way to work, suddenly, i had so much feeling for tt sentence.. it actually meant tt i will try to give u up, it's becuz i love u 2 much".. It's so true.. If u dun even love tt person tt much, u dun even hav to try to give up.. When u r trying so so hard, it means the love is so deep.. I cant tink of any reason y i could put in so much feelings in tis r/s.. But i guess i really did my best.. Gave my all.. But end up getting so hurt.. I duno if this would affect my future r/s, but i guess more or less, it will.. I hope i would find someone who loves me more than i love him.. I dun wanna love more.. I wan to be love more.. Haiz...
