At work now!!!!! ARGH!!! I wanna go home... I dun wanna work... No mood.... Haiz... So sad... Damn mgr!! Die die wan this by end of today yet she went home already... Duno wat to say man! So damn cold now... Later still gotta tk cab home... Haiz, haiz, haiz...

Oh well, work life sucks!! I wanna go back to sch.. Enjoy the life of a student.. How nice!! And I can still make more frens... And who knows I might meet the one there!! Hehe.. Tink 2 much man.. I should start reading my bible and prepare to be a knowledgeable sister.. Shall abstain from men! Haha..

Sometimes I will tink, Y am i not the pretty one? Y am I not the clever one? Y am I not the outstanding one? Haiz.. Like I'm juz so so so so normal... No one will ever notice.. No one will ever appreciate.. How sad!! Everyone around me is so blissful.. Juz saw my colleague's ROM pics.. So sweet!!! How I wish one day someone would wan to marry me... I always thot there was such a person.. But now, it's gone.. And my fren had to remind me of whr we were one yr ago... Memories flow back like mad!! How can I not think of you?!?! And your nick had to appear rite in front of me the whole day.. Wat a coincident... And yet, it makes me think and get depress once again.. Been a bloody half yr, and yet it still haunt me day and night.. Can someone juz give me a super duper hard knock on the head and make mi forget everything, including who am i?? I would really appreciate that!!

I'm wanna go home!! I dun wan to tink anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still at work now.. The rain is super super heavy.. Very very dark now... As if already 10pm.. Haha.. Feel like going home but lazy to travel when rain is so heavy... Haiz.. Not in the mood for work already.. These past few weeks haven been working that hard.. Guess work too hard for the past 6 months so now a bit sianz already!! Anyway, work as usual is busy but nw not tt stressful as they r not rushing me that much.. Hengz!! But i know it wont last long, once my sup meet up with the boss, work will come in agn... That's work life i guess... Endless.......

Oh well, bk to my "social" life.. Not tt i do have any but still not too bad.. Have been hanging out during the weekends with frens or family stuff.. Not much time to slack at home.. Except yesterday... Finally can relax and watch my VCD at home.. Very very nice show.. So exciting and meaningful.. It's called "MARS Zhan Shen", acted by Vic Zhou and Barbie Hsu.. Hehe.. Gonna go back n watch tonight!!!! Can't wait!!

And of course I gotta mention bout the guy that I had a crush on.. Well, it's over! Like wat I expected.. But I'm not sad cuz nothing ever started.. We are still colleagues thou and he nv knew the crush part.. I just feel like giving up and declare that it's over!! Haha.. But I still feel a little bit bit of "fast heart beats" wen his name appear on the phone... Give me time ok! Sooner than later, my heart beats will return to normal!! Hehe...

Alright, gonna pack and head home to my beloved vcds!! ;P