Finally, I found a part-time job. It doesn't clash with my sch and it's flexi hrs and days. Initially, I din quite like the job scope but it was till I'm working there, I start to like it. It's nt a 2 stressful environment and the bosses are so far so gd. But probably this is only the starting... Well, we'll see how it goes later on..
Life with a part time job is really different. At least i'm occupied and dun feel so empty now.. Hehe.. But I have to do time management well, so that I won't neglect my studies.. Just like thurs, I had lessons in the morn, and I stayed in sch to revise till it was time to go to work! Surprisely, it wasn't too bad studying in the library. Thou I was alone, had to lunch alone, but I din felt lonely.. Haha... It was quite an experience for me cuz I really hated loneliness, especially, eating alone. But I guess I can do it now! Yeah! I'm so happy for myself.. I think I sound stupid..
Oh ya, have anyone been to Langkawi? I'm thinking of going there. Somewhere cheaper and still has beautiful beaches.. Hehe.. I'm always thinking of travelling.. I should really curb myself but it's really hard!!! ;P
Din really have a sound sleep last nite... Seems that there were so much on my mind. Recently, I've been feeling that life is so boring.. Probably I din not have to work and ended up with too much free time. And sad to say, friends are starting to drift further and further away from me. Not that anyone wants to but all are busy with their stuff. I seems to be the only "free" one.. It's good to have lotsa free time cuz that's when you could sit and study for distinctions! But that's not the kind of life that I want. My routine is to go to school and go home. No shopping for me cuz I do not have income and even if I do, I have to save it up for fees. No good food for me cuz I settle 2-3 meals a day at home, with the same food. I listen to the same songs again and again while I tried to study. I watch the same show 3 times a day till I get so bored. I wanna go out but with no money nor people to accompany me, where can I go?
Overall, I just feel so "sick" of my life. Hopefully with the new job, life will be more interesting.. And of course, I hope there'll be lesser arguments and quarrels.. I'm getting "sick" of those too!!
