I'm not what you tink I am.. Seriously.. If u tink i am not "that" sad, that's becuz u've not seen it.. I'm not as strong as u tink i am.. Too much has happen recently and it's disturbing my "peaceful" life.. I really duno how I held on till today, sometimes, I would really rather give up! Everyone around me is practically living so damn happily.. I do admit I'm jealous, so very jealous of all of you out there, but what can I do? And by the way, who would REALLY care if I'm getting on good and well.. I just hate everything that had happened!

Please dun tell me how happy ur life is anymore... I wish to hear no more of these!