Everyday, smth or smone will mk the day a bad one for mi. Be it work, family, fren, bf or even strangers... I'm already looking like a 'black widow' today, I seriously dun need the mood to fit in! Early morning, i was late for work. Then I realise I forgot to bring the credit card and the account number. But I was happy cuz I manage to get my timetable done and I only need to go to sch for 2 weekday. Then I received sm unhappy emails. Then I read an unhappy blog. Then i spoke to an unhappy person. Then I became unhappy. Then I blog abt an unhappy entry.
You see how everything influences everything and everyone? Can't I juz ignore all the unhappiness? I'm sick of having short-lived happiness. Just ytd, I was piss w the damn SIM eCR. But my anger subsides very quickly as I went shopping and bought real cheap stuff. So cheap that I only spent [$20-$10voucher= $10] for 2 tops + 1 shoes. You see, shopping makes me happy. Yeah, but that is if I get good bargain. So I went home happily, taking 518 with Nad and we got seats, which was surprising as it's usually damn crowded and the best thing of all, I forgot to tap my ez-link when I board. I really din realise until I alight as it was giving me the error. Cool. A free ride home! So u see, overall, thou work sucks as usual, lunch wasn't tt fantastic, SIM portal was damn lousy, but I was happy @ the end of the day. I even 'showed off' my rewards to everyone @ hm! I feel so proud to buy cheap stuff. And i went to bed happy!
I thot I could be happy today. Cuz I managed to get my timetable done thou the SIM portal is still as lousy. But tt's all. My work still sucks big big time! But c, I really dun wanna mention y it is so bad. No point as I choose it myself. And I got myself into this damn contract. I swear I'm nv gonna work here after I graduate. People here aren't friendly, they dun 'socialise'. Work here is nt challenging, yet people are like so busy, can even complain abt stupid things like 'I'm so busy but I'm going off @ 530pm?!"
I heard this in the lift, from the damn-unfriendly-short-man-who-thinks-he's-damn-bloody-great-and-busy: Woman: "Hey, how come you came from upstairs?" Man: "Cuz I went up to give smth." (going home) Woman: "Oh.." Man: "Haiz, MY Ebonne is not ard, so busy... If 1 person can do 2 person's job, den y do they need to hire the extra person, rite?" Woman: "Haha.. Ya la..."
So I was tinking and telling myself, "True, but if that's the case, why should the staff be entitled to long leave of 10 days in a row? And you should nv go on leave cuz ur Ebonne will have to do 2 person's job oso! And if u're so damn busy, y do I see u leaving office @ 5:30pm? This just mean smth, 1 person (in this place) can definitely do 2 person's job!!!"
Not tt I wanna compare, but seriously, you guys are damn lucky to work here. Busy?! You all probably nv had a taste of what being BUSY is really like. Try working in Citi, not trying to prove anything, but try it and u'll know! Cuz I bet u'll NEVER see daylight when you leave your office. Most of the time, I see stars when I left the office. Actually, to be accurate, it's literally everyday. Only on days that the moon will be 'blue', I'll see sunset.