Super cold.. Forgot my jacket.. Am freezing in the damn office!! Did not go lunch cuz juz wasn't in the mood.. Am having very bad temper for the past few days.. Muz be the PMS!! But it hasn't happen in a long long time already.. Duno wat triggered it.. Am juz unhappy with every little thing.. Had vent my anger on the phone with nad and weiling, but doesn't help much.. Irritating!!

Maybe tt someone is the cause of it! I hate it when i get the messages.. I duno wat to do.. Reply or not? I want to but I know I'm not ready yet.. So I have to force myself not to reply.. Weiling say, just reply if you want to.. But I know I will be sad if I do so.. And I really do not want to start all over again.. Haiz.. Why can't you just leave without a trace? I guess I would be better.. And I do not want to say it to your face cuz in the first place, you were the one who wanted to go...

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."