Why do people expect? Is it so that we will do a better job? Or is it just to make oneself happy?
You know, there can be arguments over this question.. If you dun expect, you will not do well. But if you expect, your expectation might be too high to reach. So how? What is moderate? How do you define that? It's realli nt easy... Everyone has their own expectation and way of looking at things.. How does 2 person with very different personality compromise HAPPILY?? See the caps lock?! Yes, happily.. Without feeling all shitty or forced after compromising... I really wanna learn.. I felt that compromising is kinda difficult for me.. I know it's my problem cuz I am too strong-headed and stubborn... I feel like a man at times.. Cuz I seldom see girls around me behaving like that! I really do have very very bad temper... I really wonder how my family can tolerate me and live with me till today. Sometimes, I really salute them! And it's only recently that I realise that I've always been the fierce "queen" at home.. Even my mum has to give way to me.. And all my siblings too... Why do I say that? Cuz I heard it from my sister.. Surprising, she actually understands me quite alot!
So wat about me being the fierce "queen"? - Whenever I'm not happy or feeling sian, I won't answer them when they ask a question. They can be standing rite in front of me or purposely enter my room juz to ask me smth, and i'll just ignore them.. - I'll be super unhappy and chase whoever that is in my room out even if they juz wanna watch tv in the room with me.. - I'll not lend anyone of them my stationery or any items on my table to them. But it's also partly becuz they tend to lose whatever I lend them!! - I'll buy lotsa titbits and instant noodle and keep it in my personal drawers in my room and not tell or allow them to eat.. - If I were to label my stuff in the refrigerator with my name, nobody dares to touch it! And in fact, my elder sis will always use my name and tell my younger sis that it belongs to me. And she will not dare to touch it!
