~~My thoughts and feelings~~
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

It's a short day today! But i'm still in office.. Going off at the same time.. Gonna go buy dinner and head hm... Had quite a peaceful week at work. Probably I'm leaving, so i'm left out for quite a few things.. Good i guess, at least i get to rush my stuff..

Today, they interviewed 2 candidates.. 1st one wasn't up to their expectation. 2nd one had the relevant experience but they are nt sure if she is comfortable with paperwork. One of my boss actually said that my interview w them was good. And she was actually impressed by me.. Haha.. Felt good when I heard that.. But well, interview, you just gotta do some reading and be prepared.. That's what I did.. Read the book which taught interviewing skills.. Haha.. Smth like a cheatsheet to me but it's kinda helpful!! Actually, im kinda sad to leave.. Nt tt this is a good work place, but since I started working, this is the only place which I could still get along with everyone.. But of course, I did put in quite abit of effort to maintain this r/s and it's really nt easy.. Bankers are known to be cunning ppl and esp in my wk plc.. Sometimes when i tink back, I can't believe I could actually survive for so long in this environment. Cuz it's all about bootlicking, fighting, pushing responsibilities, faking and many many other "survival" skills. And in fact, i grew to get excited and interested in working in this type of environment.. Probably it's really a challenge and I shld really give it a shot while I'm still young!!

Enuff abt work..


Met up with Nad and Diyana yesterday... Main focus was on Diyana.. She is facing a real difficult phase of her life. Why do I say that? Cuz i've been thru it myself.. Looking at her yesterday, I saw a reflection of myself more than 1 yr ago.. Exact same expression. Questions and situations she's in was somehow or rather similar.. I seriously feel how hurt she was.. And there was really nothing either Nad or myself could do to help. All we can do is to be there to listen and advice, listen and support, listen and be there to accompany her and the cycle will keep on repeating itself... Haiz... It's really difficult to stand up after this great fall but if you are able to do that, u will be the bravest person on earth. That's what I feel... And I am proud of myself that I fell badly but still manage to stand up and live a happy life. I'm sure, one day, she will be able to do that 2! Really wish her all the best!!

Well, I hope all who is currently facing problems with relationships, will be strong and learn to face reality. Life definitely has more to offer, it's just waiting for us to discover them, so dun waste it dwelling abt the past and people who are nt worth it! ;P

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a 25 girl who wishes life would be happier

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wishlist

  • osteopathy treatment
  • yoga lessons
  • fitness first membership
  • travel around the world
  • laptop
  • SE W995
  • pretty clothes
  • black shorts
  • diving
  • olympus underwater camera
  • more money
  • dvd hi-fi set
  • dvd video recorder
  • dvd handy cam
  • a happier us









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