Din really have a sound sleep last nite... Seems that there were so much on my mind. Recently, I've been feeling that life is so boring.. Probably I din not have to work and ended up with too much free time. And sad to say, friends are starting to drift further and further away from me. Not that anyone wants to but all are busy with their stuff. I seems to be the only "free" one.. It's good to have lotsa free time cuz that's when you could sit and study for distinctions! But that's not the kind of life that I want. My routine is to go to school and go home. No shopping for me cuz I do not have income and even if I do, I have to save it up for fees. No good food for me cuz I settle 2-3 meals a day at home, with the same food. I listen to the same songs again and again while I tried to study. I watch the same show 3 times a day till I get so bored. I wanna go out but with no money nor people to accompany me, where can I go?

Overall, I just feel so "sick" of my life. Hopefully with the new job, life will be more interesting.. And of course, I hope there'll be lesser arguments and quarrels.. I'm getting "sick" of those too!!