That's what comes out from someone who is self-centered. And obviously, that's me. I admit that I love to say these sentences but tell me, who doesn't have a part of them to themselves? It's just a matter of how much. Probably mine is too extreme till people can't understand. Oh well, I dun need anyone to understand who I really am cuz it doesn't matter @ all.
And it is this "quality" of mine that's making people ard me having misunderstandings. People can't believe why I had to do things to hurt them while I had nv have the intentions. I dun like to treat people whom are close to me with a mask. I dun like to use tactic to handle them. I want to be myself in front of them. But I realise, this is wrong. If you want to have people ard you to "love" you, you have to fake it out. You need to use different methods to handle them. If only life is like 'Sociology', I'll definitely choose the 'Unstructured Interview' method.
Sometimes, I might be so frank that people hate me for that. But I still choose to be straight-forward cuz I don't want to change juz becuz of one's perception. I'm really really stubborn! I know tt's a fact that cannot be denied. Therefore, I must bear the consequences that people will nv "love" me, instead, they'll start to "hate" me cuz I hurt them . But well, it's ok, nvm, I'll tk it in stride! ~~~ Too much had happened recently, prob tt's why I spent lotsa time reflecting. I realise all living things will nv be perfect. And I'm so far away from even being good. So there's only this much I can give. No matter to family, friends, bf, colleagues, acquaintance or strangers. If the 'I' and 'Me' cannot be identified as one, what else can I do? Cuz there will always be a 'I' and 'Me'. There's no way I can be perfect. There's no way I can live a "sin-less" life. There's no way I can mk everyone "love" me.
