Everyone has their history and past. No one is perfect. And of course, we are not answerable to anyone about our past except God.

I had a friend who told me this b4 but I couldn't agree nor understand what she meant. Now I do.. It's what we experience in the past that makes us who we are today. Yes, we are still very affected @ times, we regret, we hope to turn the hands of time back, we try to invent "time machine", but we all know, it's never gonna happen. Personally, I do have regrets but if we could see it from the positive angle, it's through the regrets that we had, we learnt to treasure. Because we never wanna have the same regrets again. It's part and parcel of life to fall and stand up again, isn't it? Everyone has to experience this. And when we are able to pick ourselves up and move forward again, it's our turning point. Something we can share with others, something we will remember and not repeat the same mistake again.

I guess the courage to stand up and try walking again is the toughest yet the strongest part. I've experience it myself and I really feel 'stronger' than before. And of course during the struggling period, support and encouragement are the most important factors. And I still remember the people who have helped me and I sincerely treasure and thank them till today. Thou words are not said, I believe they've felt it thru actions! :) And so I hope, with the 'strength' I have today, I can do a good job and help my loved ones and friends.

I really do not care about the past, it's the future that I wanna see results. So people out there, if you are still thinking or mulling over the past events, stop it!! Don't look back, we should all look ahead! :)