I think I should not fall into it.. It just doesn't feel right.. If only I could stop myself from falling deeper into it, I would be happier.. But it was U who wanted me to trust and give but I dun feel tt everything's working fine when I tried.. Apparently, I'm not anything to you like wat you said.. Cuz I dun feel I'm smone special to U at all!! I'm just too naive to believe in "it" again.. No one will ever treat me the right way anymore.. Since it's only the beginning, I shall just let it be something extra in my life.. I dun tink I wanna commit to "it" cuz I dun tink I'm happy anyway... Maybe I am too petty, sensitive and expect 2 much.. But I guess, it's the only way I can protect myself.. If you dun meet up to my standard, I'm sorry... I'm now a selfish being cuz I never want to be the fool again..

I'm glad I'm leaving for a break.. So I can take a break from this crap!